Where do I put this…I can’t breathe

Longing for the love I lost… that for years I wanted to leave… but learned to love.
I stayed…it got better…not Great but BETTER…We were friends…I loved HIM.
He is Gone.
I am lost
Gilbert O’ Sullivan sang… Alone Again, Naturally
“…and at sixty-five years old
My mother, God rest her soul
couldn’t understand why the only man
she had ever loved had been taken
leaving her to start with her heart so badly broken…
Alone again naturally”
 close… she is me.

He was the second man to EVER love me and now he’s taken.  And as the first, my father, so is now my husband both gone.

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