Ok. I’m going to use an example that may hit a nerve, but it’s how I have felt for the last year.
Say you get cancer, something that could possibly be cured but still it’s fucking cancer.
Now, as you sit there with you diagnoses and everyone knows, but first the Doctors say “sorry nothing we can do” and your tight knit group of family and friends just through up their hands and say ” well that’s that” and they move on with their lives without a word of concern or encouragement.
Wouldn’t you be pissed? Depressed? Alone?
That’s what this separation has been for me. From day one no one has came around or stood up for me or stood by me. Everything I cared for, loved, collected, and owned along with dreams, Hope’s, and plans were gone in a 5 minute conversation.