I feel so small.

I have lost almost everything over the last year. My wife, my family, friends and possessions.  I have been on the edge of suicidal thoughts. I sat in ERs with panic and anxiety attacks. I have broke down in front of my kids and strangers.  Seen more counselors and doctors than I count. All the while just withdrawing into a shell of depression and hopelessness.

An ex of mine daughter has fought stage 4 cancer at the ripe old age of 23. Children go missing only to be found dead. I listen to podcasts about refugees who walk through hell. I sit quietly in a divorce support group listening to women who have been abused physically.

I have health. I am not bruised. I have freedom.

I feel so small

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February 14, 2020

Small, and yet you are the centre of Your world! Take care of You <3

February 14, 2020

I feel you. I will also tell you NOT to allow external circumstances to define your stature. Build yourself up from the inside and don’t allow anything or anyone to tear that down. Because you’re worth it. AND… it’s always darkest before dawn.