Just talk

Do you know hard it is to not have someone to talk to? Yes, I have a couple older sons, but they don’t know the world yet and they really don’t want to hear about their Dad’s decent into depressed madness.

Believe it or not, I am supposed to have a couple of “friends” who have said they are always there to listen, except when I actually need them, they are busy. They never seem to call or message back when they inevitably get un-busy though.