Quiet night

So instead of the usual text and calls everyone I do every night, I decided to stay quiet tonight. Not sure if it a good idea, I am feeling horribly alone this night.

Have to get up early for work, yes my day will be spent working on the holiday with the hopes I can get to my sister’s house for dinner. Guess the weather will factor into that.

I look forward to it, if it happens and hope that time will slow so I can enjoy it to the fullest with the kids.

But now, I’m just sad and lonely.