Silence

What’s the reason for texting? No one ever answers me. I assume the “new” normal is to text 1st and not to call straight out, but  o one answers that way either.

All I want to do is talk to someone and the only choices I have are a few people I really don’t want to. I realize that makes no sense, put the one person who says they will talk is one of those “oh you think your day was bad” People who all they do is one up you when you’re just trying to keep a person to just listen.

I’m back to the godamn Patty shit again. Almost 4 years and thus is still tearing me up. How stupid am I when I can’t realize that she did such awful shit to me and I pine away for her. On top of all that, it’s totally ruined any confidence