on a personal note

  I’m not happy with the last two FO entries – they don’t sound good.  Too much anger.

Yeah, I know I’m angry, but I had hoped it would be more coherant and less "oh woe is me".

Like anyone cares, and, this is a diary of sorts – if I was all together here, I could be in real life too.

I hope they give me something to sleep on – it’s 6 fucking am and I can’t sleep.  This is bogus, not being able to go to sleep.  I can only drink so much anymore – I have never liked getting sick from drinking.

If I turn these thoughts OFF and just sleep….

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