I have been suffering from depression for the last 15 years. I am 30 now. The only thing that seems to help is sleeping and watching YouTube videos. I don’t understand why I can’t be happy. I am on Prozac for my depression but I still have more bad days then good. I used to self harm but I quit 2 years ago.
In 2015 I attempted suicide. I’m really lucky to be alive. University of Michigan hospital saved my life. Yes I live in Michigan. I was in the ICU and on life support at the first hospital I went to. I promise my parents that I wouldn’t never attempted suicide again.
My dad has stage 4 prostate cancer. At first he didn’t want to tell me but I made him. I was really depressed because of that. My grandpa died on April 9th. I miss him terrible. He was such a great guy. I have so many good memories of my grandpa.
Rip I’ll see you in the next life.