Fingertips

Today was alright. I have a sense of dread with regards to my health and my body feels very dry. But I was functional today. I tried to make some music with a new gadget I just bought. My brain is still stuck. I don’t know whether to do stream of consciousness when I write lyrics and poetry or whether I should work on going deeper. I’m tired now and numb. It feels oppressive. I wish I could feel comfortable again. I wish I could feel positive