the one thing i have thats true

i know i have the potential to be a great friend, its usual the follow through that gets jammed up.

i know i could write better poems if i tried harded and actually put effort into it.

i know i can control the success of my future if i play my cards right.

i know my nephew thinks i’m cool.

i know i don’t disappoint my mom.

i know i can be funny without being drunk.

i know i can be less socially awkward if i dont tense my face up so much and if i just say something.

i know straight hair isn’t the only way to go.

i know my brother realizes him i love him and that he can talk to me.

i know i try to be kind-hearted, again with that follow through.

i know i could do better to keep in touch with my friends.

i know i’m a little paranoid, over-cautious, and have a tendency to blow things out of proportion.

i know i have the ability to make things fun.

i know i can listen to whatever music i want and still have friends.

i know i need to lose weight.

i know i’m a lucky bastard.

i know i spend too much money and save too little.

i know i’ll never commit another crime because my conscious will never let me live it down.

i know i beat the hell out of my car.

i know i need to respect my grandfather more.

i know brian needs to feel like he belongs more.

i know i need to watch what i say and be less two-faced.

i know i’m pretty damn independent and make most of my decisions on my own. 

i know i could love given the chance.