Down Please…

Can anyone help me? Since Kelly asked me to move in with her we’ve talked about everything except marriage (which is good…i don’t want to get married…i don’t think i do anyway) but including having children, this relationship is starting to become everything I’ve ever  wanted -security, commitment, a future, love, being in love….you get the idea. The downside? My Dad is the only member of my family that knows that I’m with Kelly, don’t get me wrong I want to tell them that I’m with her and I love her and we’re moving in together  but the thought alone worries, scares me almost. I’m scared about what they’ll say. My Nan’ll probably be fine as ever since my cousin killed himself last year all she wants is for me to be happy. It’s just the rest of them. I think my Mum will take it badly. Ever since she re-married she’s been a different person, her opinions and her outlook on life have changed. She’s gone from pessimist to uber-pessimist.

What’s a half-dyke to do?

~*~ x ~*~

** Edit ** 2017 ** 

My mother did take it badly. She still does. 

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August 9, 2006

All you can do is follow your heart, and do what you need to do to be happy; other people will do and think what they want, but you have to live your life 😉

Do what you feel is right, that’s all you can do 😀 Good Luck

August 9, 2006

I went through the same thing when I was ready to come out. I thought my father was going to disown me. I never told them till I was 30 years old, and it was like livin a double life. Remember your family loves you more than you know. The most important thing is that you are true to yourself no matter what the outcome!Willing to listen if you want to chat(aim: h2oReyna)