Goodbye

Stupid women.

I called Nicole to ask her out this weekend.  She didn’t call back, but I saw her online.  I messaged her; “Hey what’s up?”  response;  “Hey, sorry can’t go out on Saturday, already have plans.”  Cold… as usual.  Anyway our converstion escalated because she sounded positive in person at the mall the other day and tonight was nothing but the cold shoulder.  The convesation ended with me saying “I’m sorry that ONE mistake had to destory our entire relationship, I didn’t know you had such little faith in me.”  She never responded, and eventually went offline.

Anyway, I don’t want to write about it I am irrotated.  So, in short.  She is cut free, just like Krystal.  I hate excessive drama, and I hate being taken on these emotional rollercoasters, so I am better off without her than with her if she is going to treat me in this way.

I am just so fucking frustrated with relationships.  I don’t know what I do wrong for them to go sour.  What the hell are girls looking for?  Like really?  I treat them to dates, surprise them, I feel I treat them well, I listen to them, I’m there for them… what do they want?  I’m not some loser, I hold a steady fulltime job, have my own place, my own car, working towards financial freedom… I honestly don’t know what they want.

Grrrrr…  And why is it that my downtime between relationships is ALWAYS more than the girl I dated before?  They always seem to rub in my face “oh by the way I am dating somebody else now.”   Gee, thanks, like I care.

This move is going to be good for me a complete change of environment.  It will be nice.

Music of the Moment: Paul Oakenfold – Live at Home in Space
Today I Feel: Frustrated