I feel so disgustingly lost. everyone around me seems happy with their lives but for some reason I just can’t get situated with mine. I have two loving parents and an adequate brother. I have a boyfriend that I am so in love with but I istill feel lost. I don’t have any true friends and all I want is a friend. I feel like everyone got up and left. I used to have this amazing friend group but now just thinking of them makes me sick. i had a bestfriend, I had a few bestfriends. they hate me. everyone hates me. i’m so lost.