Sorry Guys, I got a new computer then kind of forgot about OD until today, but I`m back with a lot of shit to talk about,
My dog in now in “End Stage Renal Failure”, translation: He is going to die soon. So that ain
t good, and because of that, my anxiety is a lot worse.
Even little things just really stress me out, like, my mum and her boyfriend were asking me about what I learnt from an canine course I did and I ended up swearing at them because my mind just went blank and I got really stressed out and wanted to cry... so thats
I was up until like 5 AM last night because in the words I texted to my BFF "Just another witching hour where I refuse to sleep because I am thinking about "life shit" that will give me nightmares"
Ugh what did my good grammar ever do to you OD I don't want this weird highlighter thing lmao
My friend thinks I might be bisexual and I don
t really know anymore so thats another crisis to add to the list.
I forgot to post this haha
So this is a day later:
I only got 4 hours sleep last night but somehow I feel better then I have in weeks, maybe the secret to life is sleep deprivation…
Anyway, I have been super productive and done loads of work and listened to music! I joined an awesome club on one of my fav games and everything is going smoothly ;P