the pieces we keep

My Thanksgiving was pretty good, I guess. I went to my g-moms house with Kira and we ate and shit, althoght we hardly ate anything becaue we both felt so sick, besides that..the good really sucked this year ;/ I dont know why, but it just did. No one made the same things that they normally did, so yeah. We played Bingo..haha..yeah, my family is corny, and i won like 3 dollars or something, haha. Woot for that.. & then after we ate, we went and did a craft thing or whatever..painting slates..it was sumwhat fun, but kinda stupid. Kira and Me kept going outside to smoke a cigarette, haha, and it was soo cold and windy, it sucked so much. I was so afraid that my grandparents were gonna come out and see us smoking, but they didnt so thats good.

My vacation has kinda sucked too. I havent really done anything. We had of of school Thursday, so Wednesday night I spent the night at Timmys and hung out there. I dont think we really did anything..just sat around and shit. And then Thursday night, after I went to my grandmothers, I went back to Timmys and slept there again..where I still didnt do anything, hung out and just went to Sleep. Friday, I had my mom come and pick me and Kira up because Margie was being such a little bitch. She wouldnt stop being a drama queen..”Oh, no one loves me” “everyone hates me” “i have no friends” It was really pissing me off and I couldnt stand it, so I had to get out of there. Besides that, Timmy has been doing drugs lately and that really fucking pissed me off. I cant believe hes gonna fuck up his life more than it already is..and with drinking, he drinks almost every night. Hes gonna turn into a fucking alcoholic and thats gonna really upset me );

Friday night, I just came to my house and didnt do anything cept sit here with Kira. Saturday, we did nothing. We waited all day for people to call us back and shit..finally, Jess called and said she was coming down with the Car, but all we did was go to Texaco and sit there and talk to Rob and Chris. I was flipping the fuck out because I was so god damn bored. I kept asking jess if she wanted to leave, because Chris was being so mean to her. He kept playing this song by eminem where they said something like “everytime i see you, i get sick to my stomach and have to puke” and he kept telling her that she should kill herself and that shes a spoiled little bitch and this and that..and then being all nice to me and Kira. I cant stand that stupid fuck. So then I made Jess and Chris bring me and Kira back to my house because I didnt wanna be there anymore, and they dropped us off and told us that they’d be back in a hour or something whenever rob was off work to pick us up to go and drink at robs, which I definitely wasnt gonna do. I hate going to Robs and being sober, so I hate being there drunk. its just so nasty and boring and shit. All they do is drink and play video games.

So then Around 8, Jess called and I told my mom to just tell them that I was grounded or something because I didnt feel like going out..so she took my cell phone & was talking to them, telling them that i was grounded and that i mouthed her off so I wasnt getting my cell phone or anything, so I was pretending to fight with her..haha, it was so funny. I actucally enjoyed it, but then, after I thought everything was okay, they fucking came to my house anyways. I was like what the hell…so then they got here and Jess came in and was saying about how I had to go because Chris was gonna be pissed at her, thats Chris for ya, and he was being an asshole because he wanted me to come. Fuck him. I cant stand that stupid fuck. So then we went outside to smoke a cigarette and Chris got out of the car and pretty much told me that he wasnt ever talking to me again if I didnt come to Robs tonight and I said well thats too bad then because my mom wasnt gonna let me. Finally, they left, with the thought that I after I ate, I was gonna be allowed to come out..hah. So then Me, My mom and Kira ran to V&S, got food, and talked to the guys in there (; The one was soo cute. He was definitely talking to me and shit, and it made me happy, but yet,  I dont know..It wasnt in a flirty type of way, just pretty much saying that I was short and shit, haha. it was cute though, So i got an application for employment..haha..and I just have to fill it out and shit, yeah right. So then we came back and ate and watched the Stepford Wives..I liked that movie, it was good. & then Jess and Chris called my house, when they know they cant call my house phone after 9, 3 times in a row until they finally called my cell phone and I had kira answer the phone and say that I wasnt allowed to use the phone and that my mom was gonna let me go out, but now I cant because they called and woke her up, haha. Stupid asses.

So then we just hung out and shit, Me and Kira were on the computer and whatever and then Lennie came home. He was sooo trashed it was retarded. He was so drunk that he couldnt even talk, and when you get that back, you’ve drinken way too much. To make a long story short, He was laying on the floor in the living room and was puking everywhere. He was at a wedding reception, so there was wine, and thats what he was drinking, and when he was throwing up, he was throwing up blood too and shit, it was so disgusting. So yeah, I was flipping the fuck out. I never screamed the word “fuck” around my mom before, but I was so fucking pissed that tonight it didnt matter. He kept getting really ugly to my mom because she was asking him to puke in the trashcan instead of all over the floor and he just kept calling her a miserable bitch and this and that, and then he went back into the bathroom and He was pissing all over the toilet and passing out and shit, and he knocked the picture off the wall, so I got up and walked over and asked “What was the noise?” and my mom said “Lennie knocked the picture off the wall” and I said “Well next thing he knocks off is gonna get knocked across his fucking head” So then everything was calm and then he started puking again and he was finally starting to sober up a little bit & he went back and laid down in my moms room and I told him that he was gonna get the fuck up right now because I didnt want him back there, throwing up all over her shit, so he pretty much told me to fuck off and that I wasnt perfect and so that he didnt have to be either and i said “I never said that I was perfect…but I’m 16, I mouth off my mom and I dont clean my room. I dont go out drinking all night and then come home and puke all over the fucking place!” and he was just flipping until he finally got up and started coming after me, getting all up in my face and shit, and I pushed him and said to him “What the fuck are you gonna do? You gonna push me?” and we were screaming so much, I dont know my mom dealt with my mouth, It was so bad..haha..

So yeah, Finall

y, I told Lennie that He had to go and sleep in his truck and shit because I didnt want him rujning anymore shit in the house then he already did, so he left. Psh. whatever. Theres more, but I had to make it short because Im heading to go to my g-moms house. I’ll write later whenever I get home <3