Me, Myself & I

Let’s delve into who is behind ShowerConfessions shall we?

My Personality:

•Reserved
•Outgoing
•Loyal

Reserved-why reserved? Because I am always observing. I tend to come across as standoffish and not necessarily happy. One could say you are greeting with a resting bitch face. I’ve had people actually tell me to smile and be happy; when I am. It’s more so cautious. I tend to see the negative and find everything wrong with a person or situation. Call me a negative nancy if you must. But its being reserved in my eyes. Its keeping myself safe, keeping the walls up. If I let you in on everything then what do I have to keep you? So I’m a reservist.

Outgoing….yes that contradicts the first. But I am. I am so beautiful at masking I know how to work a room or situation. I was raised in that mode. Putting on a show and act as my dad owned his own business and made our family the front runner of that. So I will happily stand at your side and know my place if necessary. Said of course with positive annotation. I can have you rolling with laughter, tears streaming down your cheeks, gasping for air. I can have you silent because my words have taken your breath away and you are rethinking and having to reset your thoughts. I can be engaging and follow the lead while you dance the conversation into the late hours. I can be your best friend, and hold your secrets.

I’m as loyal as a dog. I will continue to be your cheerleader no matter. Hurt me. I gotchu. Love me. I gotchu. Tear me down and scold. Yup I gotchu. Its a terrible quality but also a good one. I will continue to show up. I will continue to take whatever comes at me, no matter the price I could or do pay. If its important to you, its equally important to me. If its important to me, I will give and do until I feel like I can’t. Giving up is the worst option and I will literally go broke/become broken to make it work.

I’m sure I’m comprised of a multitude of personalities, but when asked which I feel best represent me. Those would be the pyramid.

As I share more of who I am, the confessions will come. But I feel before we reveal our naughties we should bypass pleasantries.