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ONLY (Nine Inch Nails)

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*there is no you..there is only me..there is no you, there is only me*

I think sometimes I feel so inside myself there seems no way out.

and when I feel like that..sometimes I like it.Because then nothing really matters anymore.And I don’t have to try so hard to make every one happy.Then I only worry about me. Not that I am a people person mind you but when I am crazy out of my gord I am not very lucid of those around me.I develop my own crazy town.

Man..this song.

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so I stole another survey. : )

1. So far who did you talk to the most today? my son, and my ma

2. What is the best name for a butler?Frank

3. What is the thing you are picked on most about? My accent( sweet almost syrupy southern hickish accent)

4. What was your last weird encounter?An old man stared at my ass at the feed store. I realized He once subbed at my high school..when I was in 8th grade…Creepy

5. Do you remember the part from Bambi when Bambi learns to say bear? No.

6. How many good friends do you have? I think about five. But three of them live in a different state.

7. What’s the weirdest thing you have ever eaten? crawdads and alligator..

8. What color are your socks today? I am not wearing any socks

9. What is your favorite word that starts with the letter G? giggle

10. Who do you blame for your mood today? no one.I am in a good mood..besides having allergy troubles. : )

11. If Ricky Martin had a trademark what would it be? ick…ricky martin
12. What is something scientists need to invent? an off switch for my brain.

13. What is the closest object to your left foot?my cookbook I am making.

14. Who is your favorite Golden Girl? Rose.

15. Do you have an inside joke that has to do with numbers? no..But I do have an inside joke with matt that involves grammatical math.

16. What is the longest amount of hours you have slept in a row? 11 hours. I dont sleep very much.
 
17. What story do you tell most often? I tell the story of bud and how he told me at the three in the morning he was gonna go to the dog factory and make a phone call..I get up and he painted the front porch with chocalote syrup.

18. How do boys make you feel? Which boy..then I will know the answer. I mostly like boys. : ) A great deal of my friends are male.
 
19. Where is your mother’s hometown? Anne arbor Michigan

20. Where was your father’s hometown? Jackson Missisipi

21. What are the posters on your walls? I dont have posters on my wall. I got abstract art i painted, a picture my son painted, New orleans stuff, and a piece of parchment paper with alot of quotes on it.

23.Do you use online terms in real life? Naw..Notreally.

24. What do you think people think of you? I think they take me for granted unless they are close to me and then it depends on the person. I have no idea ask Matty,ANd Tond and My parents and find out lol.

25. Do you think this year will be better than the last? It is better so far. I am not in an abusive relationship and I feel free. : )

26. Who is the 1st person on your incoming call list? My frequent caller list reads as this: Tony,Tj, Uncle Joe, Jessica(my sister), Welfare office,Mom,Ozark action,Park,Home,and then Matt.( but I havent called him)

27. Do you know who Salad Fingers Is? no.

28. What is the stupidest thing you have ever done? Push Matt away once.( never gonna do that again)

29. What is your favorite commercial of the moment? I mute commercials..when I even watch tv.

30. What are you looking forward to? Seeing my gammama and going camping with my family in August.

31. Have you ever cried because you thought you were ugly? More then once. But again I had a ex husband that mooed at me when I ate.

32. Who d

id you kiss today? My kiddy. : )

33. What do you like to do when you are alone? I dont like being alone. take a bubble bath and miscellanious lazy things. : )

34. Who are your 2 favorite characters on Full House? jesse. and the dad. lol.

35. What is missing from your life? My Matty being near me..seeing my friend Tony when ever i wanna. That pretty much covers it.

36. Would you be ashamed if you wore hippie clothes? No.eh..I kinda do often enough. : P

37. Grab the closest book, what does the 7th sentence on the 23rd page say?( it is a sim guide book lol) It says *That’s why a Sim’s Aspiration can add to or reduce attractiveness.*

38. When was the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? Four years ago.

39. If it was your last day on earth what shoes would you wear? my flip flops.

40. Do you own a Super Nintendo? No..all I own is a game boy..

41. What do you think of Law and Order? I like them alot. But no one else in my house does.

42. Can you name all 7 dwarfs? Nope..I coulda just stole the answer from sadly hopeful: P

43. Have you ever pretended to be Jewish? nope.

44. What was the last thing you thought you lost, but ended up finding it? my cell phone.

45. What were you doing at midnight last night? talking to matty. Sending him a video of em singing…Which is really godawful and prolly made sweet Matty deaf. : P

46. If you had a ball of clay what would you mold it into? A cup or a pot or something useful. I love art stuff. : P

47. Do you have any famous relatives? no..But eh.

48. Have you ever been cool enough to:
Push all the buttons on an elevator? lol yeah..
Bake with an easy bake oven? yes!
Gone to school when you didn’t remember you had the day off? Lol yeah but we were working on Prom.
Ever owned a Spirograph? Sure did..fun stuff.

49. What was the last….
TV show u watched? House…and got frustrated at the ending. : (
Thing you bought? a subscription to open diary plus.
Person that spent the night at your house? Jules and chaz.
Song you sang out loud? I sang redneck woman…To matty blech.
Time you ate ice cream? On sunday.

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Ok I am really,really tired. After only getting about an hour of sleep if even that.

I wanna go camping and Take matty with me. The urge is great. I think friday night I might call and hang up on Matty until I get the nerve to call without hanging up.. I wanna see why he hates his voice so much.

So i woke up and went in the bathroom to take a bath..i filled it all the way up with like my favorite scent ever( lavender and gardenia) and I fell asleep !! in the bath tub lol. Bud goes in there and he is like oh momma..You need sleepy medicine and goes and gets nyquil lol.

Gotta love my Bud bud. : )   My mom teased me today..That Matt Might be the death of me..Cz i forget what time it is when I talk to him..Completely lose all track of time. Then it is like 5 in the morning and If I go to bed right then I might get two maybe one hour of sleep lol. She calls Matt that boy..Because he is 21 and i am 26 soon to be 27. lol. She seems to think it is funny that he is that much younger then me.

I think age is irrevelent. we get along great..regardless if age .:P

My aunt made me mad the other day, She told me she would be happier if I just got back together with Tj. Instead of liking other guys. Becuase getting a divorce is a sin, and i need to raise my son with him..Or I might go to hell. ( This is the same aunt that doesn’t even go to church) I just get so annoyed at this crap.

oh yeah someone said they cant tell the hair color difference..So i am gonna post before and after pictures 😛  Maybe itll be obvious then : P

 ( me with Brown/ black hair)

( me with red/black hair)

Can you tell the difference now?

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I found some icons that tickle me.. : ) and then some that move me.

and then I got a picture thingy i found that i love : )

cz On my diary..It is bound to be full of little reminents that God exists.

 

Tiamo mi amigos y mi amore.

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