Some days, I look outside and feel like I will never be happy again. I feel as though the sun will never again shine, as though the rain will never go away. Some days, I never even want to leave the house, or even get out of bed. Some days, it just feels like the world is out to get me and I will never again laugh or smile.
Then I look over and see you.
I see this boy, this man, that I have so fallen in love with. I am reminded that I have found my perfect happiness. I remember that I can handle anything, no matter how negative. I look at you and the rain dries up, the clouds go away, and the sun reigns supreme again. I see you, and the laughter comes naturally, the smile never fades. I see you, and the world is perfect again.
I love you, Alexander Julian McGucken.