I’ll never understand

So once again I’m writing in here to just let my emotions out so I don’t act irrationally.     I am not ok, not mentally well and I don’t claim to be. The one thing that urkes me the most however is the assholes who read my deepest secrets and thoughts and then feel the need to be an asshole. I think I’ve expressed very clearly that I am SUICIDAL  and used to be anorexic and I am not doing well. Negative comments honestly only give more ammunition to the self destructive thoughts that play in your head over and over every day. Thank you for all who have been encouraging and supportive. 💞