Sos
Ok it’s late I need some distraction. Been googling methods all night. Pills to take. Carbon monoxide poisoning with my car or making my own chloroform. Chloroform really only requires 3 ingredient s…..bleach isopropyl and or acetone and ice. I feel the urge to act impulsively and need to stop
You have children who love you dearly and depend on you. They would be devastated if you were to go, and losing their mum. People god damn love you and appretiate you.
You don’t have to please everyone, it’s okay to think about yourself for a while and take a break from everything, but suicide isn’t the answer, and think about everything you won’t get to see your children grow old, or be their for them when they struggle.
Instead make an escuse not to act on your urges. Have a bath, watch a movie, bake, paint your nails, fix some stuff in the house, redecorate your whole damn room, maybe paint. Anything.
Also I’m sorry if some of what I says sounds cliche but it is true 🙂
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Call 911… they can get you help
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