Double Whammy

First, if you want to bust my balls for this post, fuck you 😉

 

I am getting drunk in the morning. For good reason. To numb myself. Fuck it all. 

I had been talking to a woman in Belarus. Very nice messaging exchanging much about our lives. I thought we had a real connection and then she dropped a bomb on me: She liked me as a father figure. That is all. I told her, “I am a man” and she did not want that. She said she did not want a man in her life. But I was an OLD man father figure sort to her so that was ok. Sort of like a neutered man. An old man is not a man to her. She felt she never had a real father and here I was being friendly and she thought of me as what she wanted: A father figure. I said fuck that and left that. Block and move on.

At work I was going fine and then the owner of the company comes up to me and tells me I am laid off. He expected hysterics and drama. I did not give any.At a company meeting shortly thereafter I complimented him on having the balls to lay us off himself. 

 

Fuck it all… I have beer

In the morning.

I have Pink Floyd singing COMFORTABLY NUMB and I play it over and over now… fuck it all. Funny how in the coming weeks I will look at the clock and think of what I would be doing at work at that time. 

They said they will bring me back. I am not sure if I want to go back. I have been fucked so many times by them. I don’t know anymore. 43 years of service and now fucked. 

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kat
2 weeks ago

sorry!

2 weeks ago

@kaliko shit happens eh?

 

2 weeks ago

question? if you decide to can you retire? And then maybe you can do something that is your dream job or something?

By the way have a drink for me too,,,,please….

2 weeks ago

@jaythesmartone Budweiser but I had Molson yesterday. Hello Canada! They say they will bring me back. Who knows.

 

2 weeks ago

@skobru

What was the reason they laid you off? and if you do go back will you get more money?  I think you have been there long enough to get twice your salary.

2 weeks ago

@jaythesmartone Lack of sales. covid. Economy under trump gone to shit. I think everyone waiting to see what happens. Civil war or Biden taking over for the greater good.

 

2 weeks ago

@skobru

well just enjoy your time off.

kat
2 weeks ago

ps your online OD friends love you!

2 weeks ago

@kaliko You and they are precious. 🙂