Life sucks. But it gets better.

Honestly life isn’t all what my parents made it out to be. They made it seem like life was perfect but then I became a teenager and everything went downhill from there. My mental health got bad. I became distant with everybody. I left my ex because if I didn’t I probably wouldn’t have wanted help for it. I used to think I was perfectly fine. Until I realized my family expected more from me. They expected the perfect straight A daughter and they didn’t get that. I had good grades until I went into a dark place. I didn’t want help. I didn’t think I needed it because I convinced myself I was okay until I lashed out on my parents and they sent me away. I haven’t seen my family in over a year and it’s my fault. If I wouldn’t have left my home, I don’t know where I’d be right now. I finally realized that I needed to get help and want it. If you don’t want help, then everything you try won’t work. I needed to get help and I now realize the whole reason why I was sent away was because my family wanted the best for me. I didn’t think that was why they sent me away at first but now I know the truth.