A pictures of better days

There were times there was nothing she could do, 

But lie in bed all day, beside a picture of them together 

A picture of better days

I can’t let myself fall all the way down this hole, but it’s so easy and comforting. Like un-fucking-believably easy and comforting to come back here.

I’m standing at the door and I’m ready to come home but I’m not going to. I’m gonna let myself feel it this time but I ain’t fucking going. I’m gonna let myself hurt for awhile but I ain’t fucking going.

You can’t fucking have me.

This time I am stronger.