Don’t lose touch

Sometimes it’s almost as if the last 8 years didn’t happen between us. I mean, at this point, does it even matter? We both are moving forward now, so does it matter whether that time spent was worth it or wasted? It’s gone now, right?

Am I actually moving forward? Or is it just a symptom of time’s inevitable march dragging me that way. And if the latter than what’s stopping me from just being a lazy piece of shit for the rest of my time here at least? Why not, right?

I’m just rambling. I’m slightly faded as they call it now. I asked my ex for shrooms and she said I should try microdosing (an idea I presented to her) and that’s great but I’m looking to get religious. Rabble rabble rabble.

I started trying to reconnect people I used to know…

Thank you so fucking much for answering. I mean fuck you could’ve changed your number and that text would’ve missed it’s mark. You could’ve said I don’t care. I missed so much and I’m sorry for that. I’m sorry I wasn’t there to tell you how happy I am for you meeting your now wife. For your first son. I’m sorry if there were points where you needed someone and I wasn’t there. But it’s good to see you did just fine without me. Really, I couldn’t be happier to see how well you are doing. This time I’m not going to let go okay?

Stop taking time for granted. You know better…

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2 weeks ago

Hi. I don’t know what it is about your profile msg but I got drawn in and look forward to getting to know you. I want to start at your earlier messages, so please give me some time to catch up to tour current msga.

@ncumisa there’s a lot to read, good luck! 🙂

2 weeks ago

@sleeponflyon – thanks.  Don’t think I will go back to the very beginning….probably go back to Jan this year.