045. Impulsiveness

I just impulse-bought two yards of gorgeous pink fabric.

It’s one of those bright, eye-catching colors that I rarely wear. I know that it’ll look good on me; my dark hair and light skin will pop next to the bright shade. This is precisely why I usually opt for duller, darker colors. I don’t want the attention. Usually.

I don’t know what’s come over me. I have this picture in my mind of what I’ll make out of it, a long, draped dress, the kind that demands black eyeliner and bangles to make it look complete. It would be ridiculously easy to sew together.

*head in hands*

This is what happens when I let my guard down and the “dragon” inside makes my decisions for me. I’m either an invisible mouse-like person, or I’m all confident stares and lipstick.

Maybe I should just go with it? I don’t have to wear it, right?

…. yeah… I can just lie to myself… That’ll work…


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April 12, 2021

I feel this so much. I’m the same way.

April 15, 2021

@soldis I feel like I spend my life oscillating between “This is amazing! I’m so glad I did that!” and “What in the world have I done??? I need to crawl into a hole and never come out”.