Sometime pain can be a blessing or a curse it depends on the situation. Well my situation the last 2 weeks has been a curse. Chronic pain I have lived with for years but this pain is beyond anything I could imagine. I have a very high pain tolerance for pain and pretty tough but this last 2 weeks has been a living hell. I had to take a trip to hospital and they did improve the pain but its back with a vengeance. I want to live and walk around and go outside for walks with my sweet little dog and enjoy the flowers the air you breath in and just plain anything to do with outside and life and my 2 favorite boys. I will write again in get into how this came about but for now I am venting and getting it off my mind.