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sneaking a cig as i write this…my 3rd today.this relapse has pms written all over it

hybernated at work today..ate dinner at my desk..my smile whispered stay away 

in a couple of hours im back again..damn turnaround shift..shitty

dont want to write his name but i feel his presence lingering near..he once said that i quit cigs and him like its a package deal..perhaps hes hit the nail on his own head…eff that