It’s So Simple
So Today is the End of June. I gotta come up with a new Diary Theme. Because July is not Chronic Migraine Awareness Month. So, yeah. I’m thinking of going Blue. But we’ll see when I get home. I’m at my brother’s right now. Watching Bubba. Doing Laundry. *sigh*. It’s hard to explain to someone (read: Randy) how exhausted I wake up and how come the house doesn’t get cleaned and how come the laundry doesn’t get done.
I went to pick up the Laundry so I could bring it and He was like "and I’m gonna do some cleaning too…" he’s supposed to be on a ‘mini vacation’ yet he has to be cleaning, because I just can’t be bothered to do it when I’m sitting at home when He’s at work. FML. I need to get on some kind of energy medication or something. WTF is wrong with me, you guys? Ugh.
Yeah my Condition SURE is improving.
That’s what the SSA believes anyway. Jesus. I go to bed at like midnight or 1 and sleep until 9 or 10 and wake up so fucking exhausted. How is that possible? I just drag all fucking day. GGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I drink some coffee or tea and it give me a little pick me up but that only lasts a little while. So we’ll see. Gotta get more information as to how I go about doing the Appeal. Get it done this coming week or next week.
Blah, this weekend was just fucking hell, but I’m REALLY not gonna go into, not gonna put all that in here. I know I write a lot of shit in here in this public forum but that is just NOT something that needs to be here because it is not MY life. so, it’s not gonna go here.
Suffice to say, that What happened is something that if it did every happen in my life, would pretty much just end things between Randy and I. It’s pure immaturity and flat out stupidity because alcohol was involved. Randy was apologizing but I told him flat out that it wasn’t his fault and he wasn’t the one that needed to apologize. And I told him THIS story, so He kind of understood that I had kind of been there too…So, yeah. But it did kind of ruin our Saturday evening plans.
We had, kind of, more or less, planned on going to an AFF party that was being put on at a Bar here in Town. I honestly don’t even really know if Randy wanted to go or not. I did, because I talk to those people on a regular basis. And it would have been cool to meet more of them and to introduce Randy to them because they only know him as "Batman" because thats how I refer to him…But…yeah he had said "we can go if you want". So, eh, I was like I guess, we’ll play it by ear. But then Friday night happened, we got home really late, I missed my meds dosage at 9 and that just fucked up everything for Saturday and I felt like shit, Randy felt like shit all day Saturday.
So….yeah. Around like 5, He was like, so I guess we’re not going to that thing then huh? I was like…hmm I guess not. Then my brother texted me around 6 and said he was going to the Range after Sharla got off work and would bring me the car after that. So meh. It was just like blah. we ended up watching Pulp Fiction and Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. I had never seen either movie so it was good. Made dinner and watched movies.
Tomorrow I gotta watch Amerie for a couple hours because Sharla has a class to go to in the morning. Then we gotta go do our Grocery shopping. I should get my Foodstamps tomorrow. Should is the key word. I talked to my momma yesterday too. They are up in Taos visiting my Gramma for the 4th. They’ll be there until like next Tuesday or something. Fun stuff. I’m not sure what we’re doing for the 4th. We might go to Phoenix. But not sure I *think* we’re still going to the game. but, again, still not sure about all that.
Sooo yeah. he hasn’t heard about the promotion either because they’re still giving him the runaround about that. Seems like they don’t know wtf they’re doing either. Grr. Annoying. *sigh*. Anyway, so that’s that….not sure what else to say for now. I just needed to get a lot of stuff out of my head. My stupid OD+ subscription ran out so I’m gonna have to deal with ads for a while.
Anywho, so yup…that’s it. gonna go get Bubs, something to eat and then maybe she’ll take a nap and I can finish the Laundry. Hope you all have a good week. Take care.
