I was not expecting this. I go to sleep thinking of him and I wake up wondering what he is doing.
Its like I am a teenager. He is 703 miles away. I decided to not have any backup plans…to delete my dating profiles and just give this a chance.
I am so glad that I did. He is just go normal and great.
I am glad in a way that he is in Florida and I am in Texas…..there is no physical touch…just long long phone calls and messages. I think….wait I know this is the first time that a man has taken the time to really get to know me.
He listens to my stories and what a crazy life I have lived. He is gentle and safe.
On NYE night when I was at his housed the clock had already struck midnight. His family and I had done my silly NY activities and we were back into the house and I was leaned up against him.
He said this night is perfect except for this and he kissed me.
He just feels like home.