This guy

I have to fast forward a few days.  Things are so so fucking great.  Its like I met my home.   he makes me feel so safe.  L is 6’4″….I am 5’1″. I just fit right in there.

I am worried though.  I fall so hard when things are going good….and he is leaving for 2 months this weekend.  Im just gonna try and pretend I can handle this.   I know that I want him.  I seriously can’t even explain this.  I just met him.  But…..my walls are down.

We shall see.