I have to fast forward a few days. Things are so so fucking great. Its like I met my home. he makes me feel so safe. L is 6’4″….I am 5’1″. I just fit right in there.
I am worried though. I fall so hard when things are going good….and he is leaving for 2 months this weekend. Im just gonna try and pretend I can handle this. I know that I want him. I seriously can’t even explain this. I just met him. But…..my walls are down.
We shall see.