But where are the words..

Lately things just don’t feel right. I feel like everything i love and enjoy and get genuinely excited about is immediately crushed by those closest to me. Some days i feel like I don’t recognize myself anymore. I feel i may be losing it. I wish I could talk freely about how i feel and who i am and not feel so disconnected from everyone. I hate feeling alone….but it feeling alone when you’re with someone that just obliterates my sanity.