My Boobs Hurt

I lost another dear friend to cancer.  She fought for 8 years.  F you cancer!

My heart is broken.  At moments I feel numb and at other moments I have a survivor’s guilt.

 

I hate this world and the way it devalues human hearts all for money.  So not only F you cancer but F you all the medical mucky mucks and drug CEOs who nix research or potential humane treatment options for an actual CURE!!  All in the name of big profits and poor results.

 

I am mad.  I am sad.  I am guilt ridden for not being dead.

My Friend certainly was stronger and had a much bigger heart than myself or others.  I am numb.  I simply do not know what to do with all these boiling emotions.   sigh

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May 28, 2018

so   sorry