A song popped up randomly on the playlist I’m listening to: Just the Way You Are by Bruno Mars. I probably have heard it recently, but today I thought of you.
I miss you a lot of the times. You made me want to ask you a forever question and I was looking at rings. There has only ever been one other person who has made me want forever. I don’t think I have actually said the word forever. I have said things like to the end of my life. But not forever. There have only been 2. The one who passed who I still dream about and you who still haunts my thoughts from time to time.
I am sorry I put so much pressure on you. I should have recognized what was happening because we were similar. But all I could see was my own happiness and what I thought was yours too. I thought I could come in and fix everything that was going on in your world and that wasn’t fair of me. All of the pain that you have endured recently, I cannot image what you are going through. I send energy to you in hopes that it will ease your pain. But I send it on the condition that you are receptive of it. Because I don’t want to impose myself upon you. Not like I did before.
You’ll never see this and this is honestly for me and my conscious.
But I hope you’ll never forget that you are perfect just the way you are.