Whatever happened… to the way we were?

I have been thinking since last night.
I was reminiscing with Steve The Mad Keyer over some old photos and videos. It made me think a lot about how much I miss the old days and how I miss a few people.
Like for instance Lizzie, I worked out that in a completley platonic way I love her. She was a great friend even though to see us you would have thought we hated each other! We hardly ever spoke and never made eye contact. But I have come to realise that I miss her immensley.
Josh too! He has become the elusive fuzzy ginger one! It’s like trying to get pictures of a sasquatch! Although I guess it does make me appreciate his appearances WAY more than I used to by not seeing him.

The thing is though… back then it was pretty much perfect. Steve was SO fudging happy with Lizzie and she seemed happy to. Josh and I were happy cos Steve was happy… well Josh is just naturally happy anyway but you know what I mean. We used to live full and rich lives that were crammed with fun activities, interesting people and early A.M. trips to Lizzie’s house!

It just makes me look at life today and think just how much it has changed. How now it is so inferior to back then. Back before Hazel screwed my head up (even more than it is) and before Steve suffered 15 years of trauma and strife in the space of 4 years. Back when everything was good and we were happy.

That’s the most important part… when we were HAPPY.

Lizzie we all love you and miss you so come back to us please.

Josh you are the almighty and a damned GOD! You need to be around more!

Steve, you need to… well go out more is all I can suggest!

Me. Well I’m a git and wont listen to my own advice anyway XD