Up until 2017 I was so healthy. I had energy, a smile & the want to even live. Lupus changed everything. It took 3 miscarriages, 2 back to back, to finally be diagnosed. Last February out of GD nowhere God went on ahead and took my Mammaw. Just took her in her sleep. Then, 21 days later I found out I am pregnant. 6th pregnancy. Can you imagine my brain?! I said look at God.. he doin something! Hardest pregnancy ever. Miracle baby was born at 37wks in September. #3 last and final nothing short of a blessing. All through the struggle, it’s been just be and my babies. I am tired. But I am humble.