If You Really Knew Me

If you really knew me you would think I was a stupid old hag….I am probably an old hag but I am most definitely not stupid…and sometimes I actually help people.  I helped someone today and it was a great feeling!  I am sure they didn’t think of me as old, ugly or stupid at the time and the fact that I sometimes actually DO help someone is what keeps me going,.  Sometimes I hate my life and the fact that I have a daughter who just uses people and throws them away…something I have never done.  It just mystifies me.