Recent Entries

• Lone wolf

  November 1, 2020

  I  give all I have got, for others need it just as much as I do.  I love with all that I am, for love is the currency I speak in.  I long for a tribe that I belong because I know that I deserve that.  This lone wolf is everything you see and more,…

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• Spiritual fake

  October 27, 2020

  "You can trust me, I won't hurt you" she said as she took my hand and led the way, I walked blindly trusting that this "leader" could be trusted a woman of the universe a being with more power than my own. I let my world open up and slowly unravelled my wounds for you,…

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• Lost my support group

  October 15, 2019

  well I just lost the support group I was going to, one of the members of the group reports everything that I say back to my boss.  This now makes me feel unsafe with the people I once considered my safest place.  😞

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• How Do I

  October 13, 2019

  How do I tell you that I am lonely even with you sitting right here. How do I tell you I miss sex more than ever because it's been nearly a year. How do I say that I need attention, affection and it doesn't seem to be coming from you. How do I explain that…

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• Questions in my head

  October 12, 2019

  I was raised to believe I am not worthy of love, I'm not smart or worth the time. Now as I raise my children and ensure I do the opposite I sit here wondering. Has this caused me to just accept what I get? I'm married but there's no romance, I can't tell you the…

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• I got in

  October 8, 2019

  Today I got accepted into university, I have pushing ahead with my goals and this was my biggest one.     Today I am smart enough to take on my biggest challenge!!!

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• Meditation

  October 6, 2019

  So I have taken to meditation every night before bed. I have noticed that is effecting my dreams, whatever the music is aimed at working on that night reflects in my dreams.   This amazes me.   #meditationworks #Mentalhealth #Amazing

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• Manifesting works two ways

  October 6, 2019

  I discovered today while deep in my own mind that the reason I am usually alone is because I have manifested that into my life.  I would say "I have no friends" when in reality I DO!!!! I have alot of friends and some amazing ones at that I have however chosento detach and move…

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• Magic is life

  October 6, 2019

  I have had a profound week.   Things are just going so well, I have discovered things about myself that I didn't even know where possible.   Today I learnt something about my mother that put a few broken pieces back together and it helped immensely to Heal the child in me.   You se...

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