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Where Do the Stars Go?

August 10, 2022
I feel like my dreams are dying. I read somewhere that when you stop believing, you stop dreaming. It feels real. It hurts, but not as much. The little left of hurt and numb are battling. I think that settling is the real tragedy of the world. I've learned to be there for myself and…
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