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Nostalgia

January 2, 2020
I spent a couple of hours reading my old diary last night. I was on here for many years...and didn't realise the site had been revitalised. Found my old diary and reading it was pretty tragic. Broke down in tears today feeling so much pain for the poor girl who lost so many years of…
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