'Madness, as you know, is a lot like gravity. All it takes is a little push.'
[chaos in word.form]

[[formerly ghostwalker, before the original OD sank into the abyss]]

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a moment

December 31, 2022
I don't plan on making some introspective new year's entry filled with resolutions & the ticktocking of my brain. tonight, i'll just say be safe, have a lovely night, & may the road rise up to meet you.
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