Recent Entries

• Married.

  November 9, 2019

  So I’m married. I love my husband and my daughter so much. I can’t imagine my life with them. But, I’ve been struggling. I’m not happy. It’s weird. Like I’m happy but not. I thought after the wedding I’d be so excited and happy. But how am I suppose to be happy when all I…

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• CountDown.

  October 2, 2019

  Im getting married this month! I can’t wait. I’m so excited, but, I’m also scared AF. I mean my fiancé has been great to me and my daughter, but now it just feels so different. I have my own lil family. It’s a crazy feeling. Planning the wedding has been stressful AF, tho. I just…

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• lil comments

  October 2, 2019

  So, everything is mostly done regarding the wedding. Now we’re just waiting. However, my mom constantly makes comments. Like she can be the nicest person in the world to other people, but to me, she’s such a cunt. Like she Correlates helping financially with being supportive and she doesn’t get t...

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• Wedding drama pt 2!

  September 6, 2019

  So get this, my mom was obsessed with the fact that someone in our family didn’t put up the money, literally talking everyone’s ear off. Now, that person, literally calls me to tell me she has the money, wants to go, and tells me to make it happen. The place is already reserved for the…

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• Wedding Drama.

  September 5, 2019

  So, as my wedding is approaching, there’s loads of family drama, that of course my mom and other members have thrown me into. I literally have nothing to do with anything but somehow, my wedding is being used against me. Like “don’t invite this person, if you invite her I won’t go”  type of bull&...

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• Sincerely, Depressed.

  August 15, 2019

  sometimes I feel lost. I feel like I’m still in a dream and I’m just waiting to wake up. How can everything be going so well? Every day I wake up with anxiety that something is going to happen. Idk why. I constantly feel a dark cloud over me and I can’t shake it for…

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• Tired of it all.

  June 11, 2019

  Why are kids such assholes? Why do they make you get to a level of frustration that no one else can get you to? I love my daughter so much. She’s the best thing to ever happen to me. But my goodness! She can piss me off so bad!

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• It’s been awhile.

  May 27, 2019

  After not going to therapy for a few months, now that I think of it’s, it’s almost been a year, I’ve started again. I had to. Idk why I get sucked into the this emotional, mental abyss. I start to get lost and start thinking about death, and losing the people I love. I literally…

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• Edible

  March 10, 2019

  I had an edible last night and LORDT! I think I’m still high! That is all!

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