Recent Entries

• More about my last entry

  January 4, 2021

  I told you I would get more into what is going on with my youngest daughter Alex, but in order to do that I have to tell the story of marriage. I was living in Gatlinburg, TN.  I frequented home in Texas, and on the way I would always allow my son's father Tim to…

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• I have been gone

  January 1, 2021

  I have been gone way too long.  When open diary closed indefinitely it broke me to the core.  It sent me into a depression so deep you would think I had lost a child, or parent or other loved one.  So much happened right after the closure of open diary, and even still the world…

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• Suicide – but slow and painful

  January 29, 2014

  This is killing me inside.  Here is what you all have missed - I went to my oldest daughter's graduation from Lincoln Memorial University in TN where she got her bachelor's in Education.  We celebrated Christmas in TN.  - Before leaving TN I told mom and dad I had been real sick an...

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• Please DON’T say goodbye OpenDiary!

  January 29, 2014

  No way of saving entries, no transferring to another diary, nothing compares to what I have had here for the last nine years, even with it running slow, sometimes not at all, you were home.  I was always loyal and devoted to this site.  I always came back.  I have bookmarks from fr...

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• Please DON’T say goodbye OpenDiary

  January 28, 2014

  No way of saving entries, no transferring to another diary, nothing compares to what I have had here for the last nine years, even with it running slow, sometimes not at all, you were home.  I was always loyal and devoted to this site.  I always came back.  I have bookmarks from fr...

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• 01/27/2014

  January 26, 2014

  I don't like this at all.  I am numb, shocked, confused.  A time when I need support most, and was really considering coming back to write.  Now, it is over.  Gone, just like that.  My e-mail is k.tolleson@aol.com.  You can find me on facebook by typing in my e-mail....

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• Happenings

  September 26, 2013

  My daughter Whitney turned 18 August 28th.  She went for a job interview, not just any interview, but an interview for Cabela's where I work yesterday.  She of course, rocked her interview and got hired.  They did a drug test, when it comes back negative they will call her in to st...

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• Why another?

  September 16, 2013

  There is not another diary that will ever be the same as this one.  I don't care how many times it goes down, or how slow it may be, or how many entries I have to rewrite, because it didn't save.  I have been writing here since January 1st of 2006.  Maybe they aren't perfect, ...

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• Work

  September 15, 2013

  I get up, go to work, open with Cabela's, close with Cabela's.  Come home eat, sleep, dream of Cabela's.  I can't turn it off.  I can't get any rest.  I can't focus on my children, or my life.  My life is Cabela's.  I work in the Deli when they need me, I f...

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