Recent Entries

• You’re still here, but you’re starting to fade away.

  January 4, 2021

  My dear Selene, you're still here, in my sheets, between my arms, inside my heart, but your image is beginning to get blurry, I can't remember your voice very well, you used to call me "Jack", and I miss being called so. I miss your touch, I miss you skin, your lips, I miss your…

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• I’m unmotivated

  January 4, 2021

  For the last couple of days I've been completely without any form of motivation or any drive to do absolutely anything at all. I haven't studies, worked, wrote, listened to music, I did watch a couple of movies after dinner, but nothing much other than that, and it's odd, usually I always have so...

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• A safe place

  January 1, 2021

  In my day to day life I meet a lot of teenagers, or I used to, now that I'm on (supposed) vacation from my job, I have much less occasion to interact with them, and that's sad. With many of them I've created a solid frienship, that has been going on for over a year…

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• Stepping Stone.

  December 30, 2020

  I have no plan for this diary, I don't know how long I'll be using it, but I really like doing it, so, while I'm using it, I wish to use it in a productive manner. I wish to use this entry as a stepping stone in the unending battle against myself. I have a…

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• #totw85 – If I could relive one event in my life

  December 29, 2020

  It would be the day I got close to my ex for the first time. For Her sake, I wish it had never happened. I'm sorry it had to go the way it did. I know you loved me, and I hope you know you're still a ghost in the back of my mind, but…

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• Some thoughts on modern life

  December 27, 2020

  DISCLAIMER: this is going to be a stream of conciousness  Which means there is not going to be a coesive narration behind this, I'll write down everything that comes to mind about what I think and how approach my life. This is not  meant to inspire any sort of feeling, positive or negative it may...

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• There’s a first time for everything.

  December 27, 2020

  So, apparently I have a few people that actually read this kinda stuff, unexpected, welp the more the merrier i guess. Anyway, sup diary? I haven't checked in in a while. I've spent the last few days eating like a swine, hadn't done that since last christmas, now I gotta wait for one more year&he...

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• Winter Solstice

  December 22, 2020

  What to say, what to say in this day that's shorter than yesterday. Nothing much actually, I just came to thee, my precious diary, to say hi. I'm in a relatively good mood tbh, nothing special, my ex came to mind today, which saddens me a bit, but overall, seems to be a fine day,…

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• I spoke too soon apparently

  December 19, 2020

  This week just got worse, I won't be seeing my gf this christmas. This 2020 just keeps giving me shit apparently. Welp, I hope I get to see her before February. This one was really short uh.. Not my style, I could explain how I reacted to that news, long story short, I was in…

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