This is diary is dedicated to my thoughts. I am flawed human ... it’s going to show throughout the course of my entries.

I express myself through art in some form. Hope you enjoy my self expression.

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Don’t Let Go (Love) – En Vogue

April 15, 2021
Don't Let Go (Love) What's it gonna be 'cuz I can't pretend Don't you want to be more than friends Hold me tight and don't let go Don't let go You have the right to lose control Don't let go I often tell myself that we could be more than just friends I know you…
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  • In 2007 on a Sunday
    March 14, 2021
    I remember you invited me to a “College Days” event, trying to convince me to attend that particular college. I was excited.  I drove on a greyhound for many hours.  I wanted to attend that college; not just because I was interested in going to the college the event was taking place at... ...but ...
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  • Here we go again
    March 5, 2021
    The man that used to be the love of my life, introduced me to Open Diary back in 2004. Sometimes, I’ll come on OD hoping to see him.  Yes, I’m still acquainted with him on other social media platforms and we talk here and there, but OD was more personal. I sound pathetic and I’m…
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  • An Explicit Entry
    October 28, 2020
      I admit, I’m a bad guy when it comes to you. My good side wants to play it safe. My other side, however, wants to get you alone. I look back at the time we were together and regret the ONE TIME you were talking to me on the phone.  It sounded as if…
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  • Late Night Thoughts
    June 29, 2020
    Let’s be honest.  I am a terrible human being. I just can’t help the way I feel about you. You collided into me like an asteroid hitting Earth all those years ago.  That’s what it felt like, anyway. And now I feel like I am caught up into you.  I have dreams about you sometimes.…
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  • Want I wish I could tell you YOU (not a poem)
    May 6, 2020
    When we talked on the phone last, I wanted to tell you it was the best moment of my life.  To hear your voice again made me feel like I was stuck in time. To be honest, I’ve never felt this way before.  I have loved you since 2001. Is it wrong that I should…
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  • A Night With You.
    April 21, 2020
    I am sitting in the corner Of the darkness of my bedroom, Waiting for you to come and see me.   I’m just fantasizing the moment I get to see you. So I’m wearing that favorite dress You always wanted to see me in. My long legs, shown through the shortness of this dress. Low…
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  • Asset 5
    Forest of Your Eyes
    March 23, 2020
    The Forest of Your Eyes (written Jan. 8 2018)   My love, I have been eternally lost in your eyes. My heart sings like the morning sun would arise. I wandered off in my youth, into the twinkle and the twilight of your gaze. Years later, I'm lost in you and I can't escape this…
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  • My Dream of You
    March 21, 2020
    I had a dream of you last night.  It was the happiest, yet saddest, dreams I had. In my dream, you and I ran off to a secret area; just us two.  We were both dressed up like we just came from a reception or a ball.   It was like we were in a…
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  • This Desire …
    March 10, 2020
    When I think about it in the late hours of the night, I can’t stop my heart from wanting you, ‘cause you bring so much to light. When I am alone, I think about the touch of your finger tips... touching along my skin. When I’m alone, I can’t help but wonder if you are…
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