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April 11, 2023
I gained 2,5kg in 2 days... Bad days. Feeling down, missing my love so much, the void is huge. So I ate. I ate all the things I shouldn't in vast quantities, and I cried, watched Netflix. My apartment looks like shit because I wasn't able to do absolutely anything productive. People sending Happy...
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    April 6, 2023
    Days off, finally. But Easter is not easy now. Everyone celebrates with their family. Usually a family lunch, visiting family. Family, family, family. Everyone expects for me to have plans. Everyone talks about their family plans, traditions. I either avoid talking about it or just plainly lie. I...
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    Focus is everything
    April 1, 2023
    You don't have the life you want, you have the life that you focus on. Something that Tony Robbins would say, more eloquently. It is easy to understand, like many of the things he teaches. But why do I have so much problem incorporating what he says? Everything seems so easy, simple, doable - eve...
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    The paths we used to walk
    March 28, 2023
    I am crying uncontrollably. Sitting outside, on a park bench. On a bench, we used to sat, in a park, where we used to walk, in a city where we used to live, in a country we decided to move together in 2016. Passing by a house we used to live in. A house where…
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    Stye in my eye
    March 26, 2023
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    Who doesn’t like Friday
    March 24, 2023
    Hmm, I like Fridays. But I usually have my 1-2-1 with my boss and sometimes I dread it. But I do like my boss, which is rare, so, not so bad, it is just work that is not progressing as fast as I want so it makes me feel incompetent. And today, so much for…
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    Just a Thursday
    March 23, 2023
    From the idea of writing every day, I already skipped 2 days. But ok, there was a reason so, not the end of the world. Maybe even better cause not sure if I would have something to write. Today, I want to continue investigating the "bad" habits and maybe "a solution" how to break them.…
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