#alcoholic

I've watched alcohol destroy someone I love. My S/O has always enjoyed beer and drinking. In our earlier years of course he was "irresponsible". We were in our mid/late 20's when we started to date. We had 2 children; he worked a lot and long hours so I could be a stay home mom. So…

Alcohol you sneaking bitch Creeping in like a midnight snitch You come to call like the grim reaper with your hold so tight I silently pray for the morning light You've broken homes, families - you've dimmed the light It's never a dragout but a lightweight fight I hate you alcohol You take a man,...

Living with an alcoholic is hell. Literally hell. You never know what type of "drunk" you're going to get. It could be a "fun" one; you're playing games, you're listening to music, you're enjoying each others company/the situation. Or it could be the "flip on a dime" one; you have to walk on eggs...

I keep waiting for apologies that will never come. I realize that an addict's mind is just... well it just doesn't remember things right. He doesn't even understand what I'm so upset about. I don't even think he remembers the conversation we had about breaking up. So I'm just... ignoring him, bec...

So it's back on day 1. I've been drinking non stop since my last time. I'm tired. I'm sick. I'm over it. I need to do this. Day 1. Again.

What the hell.  What the god damn hell.  I am so unsure of myself right now as I guess I have been most of my damn life if I'm honest.  Maybe most of us are.  I was doing great and almost...almost made it to 2 weeks sober.  I was feeling so proud of myself, albeit…