#control

I have been rearranging a lot of furniture in my brain over the past several years. I do and I don’t really understand how I was living this life for so long and didn’t know. Did everyone see it except me? Did they tell me and I ignored them or did they not say anything?…

My ex wasted a lot of valuable time blaming me for his feelings over the years. This behavior really messed my brain up. I lost the ability to trust myself, I was lost in this relationship.  So back when I was doing all that unhealthy coping with excessive amounts of alcohol, I was hanging out&he...

I don’t want to trigger anyone. I do want to use this open diary as a safe place for myself and everyone else to share our honest thoughts. Mine aren’t always good but they aren’t always bad either. I am struggling a lot that’s for sure. I read back on my entries from 2007 and…