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22/04/2024 I just feel very shit and emotional today. Yesterday was Jaimie’s birthday celebration and today is her actual 21st birthday. It makes me feel so sad…she has grown up so fast and honestly it just brings up memories of Clint. All that sadness boils up, even as I write this I cry. You ma...

I sit and ponder over my achievements that have been applauded by loved ones and admired by close friends and family, but it’s not enough. Sometimes I feel it would better to have nothing and be happy, than have everything and be unhappy? I’m not saying I have everything because I don’t, “far fro...