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Confessions of a recovering food addict and binge eater

BetsyLynne
2 weeks ago
I think I have started and failed at blogging 100 times in the last few years. It is not that I don't want to do it, I just don't like where I start and where I am. But it is time to get brutally honest with myself. So here we go. My name is Betsy…
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Weird

MaeKhaleesi
March 25, 2018
When I signed up using my email address it was for my other, private diary. I even have the email with the diary name, so I know for a fact it was my other diary, but somehow my main diary wound up connected to it. I have no idea how, but I'm glad. My other…
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I’ll Die Living Just As Free As My Hair…

Princess Pitbull.com
February 27, 2018
So....   I started writing this before I went for my appointment, but things have changed so I scrubbed it and I’m starting again. Today was the day. Today I went back into therapy. Clinical Hypnotherapy & NLP to be precise. I won’t lie, I was an absolute mess this morning when I got up,...
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Where the two meet…

Princess Pitbull.com
August 26, 2009
    So what is it? I don't know. My brain is muddled. Confusion reining supreme. I want to work out. Not sit here but I cannot.I am trapped within the virus. No fun. However, not vital. For it is flu, not terminal. I should count myself lucky, yet I don't for it is only a flu. What is t...
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Dag-Nabit….

Princess Pitbull.com
April 20, 2009
I've barely eaten these past 2 days, it's good, no honestly it is. I haven't been particularly hungry in all honesty. I'm liking it. I'm liking the control, I'm liking the power, I'm liking the feeling when my stomach growls. Going to try and get through today without eating...call it good practi...
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Tut….

Princess Pitbull.com
April 20, 2009
What I'm about to say I am saying purely to get off my chest. I'M NOT SAYING TO GET ATTENTION, SYMPTHY, PITY OR WELL WISHES. Therefore if you're going to judge me or criticise me or whatever then keep it to yourself. I don't care what an idiot you think I am. I don't care that you…
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Hughie…

Princess Pitbull.com
February 17, 2009
  I feel sick. I know why. Because I've been thinking about what I've eaten today. I feel like putting my fingers are down my throat. I also feel like if I was to be sick, that I honestly wouldn’t be bothered about it.  I don't care about being sick anymore, in fact I welcome…
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Put Me On The Slab

Princess Pitbull.com
May 19, 2008
Put me on the slab...cut me open and take the fat...cut out my my troubles and pain...and myabe just maybe...I'll be me again...
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…Yeah…

Princess Pitbull.com
March 10, 2008
Last night I had a big S/H session. I know I shouldn't have but it felt so good when I was doing it, like all the angry hurt was disappearing with every sweep. I'm not going to binge/purge tonight, I feel like I've eaten just enough, well maybe too much. It makes me feel sick…
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Every Little Helps…

Princess Pitbull.com
March 8, 2008
Yesterday I did something bad, something I haven't done since I was with Kel. Yesterday I purged, and it felt so good. It felt like my worries were disappearing. That the hurt and the pain didn't matter. I felt cleansed. Tomorrow is Monday. Tomorrow I am fasting. I don't know how long I will fast...
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