#girlfriend

i’m using this site to rant about things i’m feeling at the time. i don’t want anyone to see my shit and “worry” or whatever. anyways yeah i have a problem. if someone doesn’t focus on me me me then they hate me. atleast that’s what my mind thinks. i love my girlfriend. ignore the…

shes beautiful. her laugh gives me the widest smile. her face is the prettiest i've seen. her words are delicate and fill me with joy. her embrace makes me calm. the happiest i've been. when we embrace, i make sure to put a stupid song on the playlist in the background. for us to laugh…

Once again I find myself up at night, questioning my actions, questioning your actions, and wondering if we are going to make it. My gut tells me we are, but you ability to end things at the drop of a pin make me question. Although relationships are so much more complex, I truly believe it…

We fought into the wee hours of the night last night. I laid there nearly emotionless as she screamed at me about how much I don't care. She got out of bed to pack her stuff, screaming "this is real, this time it's for good!" I remained silent. She ravaged though her small drawer of…

"It turns out, solid friendships have an impact on our health, just like smoking, getting enough sleep and eating well. Some studies have found that a lack of friendships can increase our mortality rate " --Emily Morgan I want to be drunk on relativity.   I quit smoking on Sept 14th 2017, I ...

So...me refusing to watch Big Brother with Elle landed me in the dog house, she's got all sulky and stroppy about because...when she lived at home they made a big deal of it...well I'm sorry sweetie but if I've got something important to do then I'm damn well not going to watch 16 dickheads lock&...